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rada2003
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Gender: Male
Interests: drawing, drawing, having fun, sex, sex, oh did i mention sex lol( Im a virgin cant u tell?
Expertise: Hey People I like designing things and I really like fashion and music lol and i love "rachel" ...(Inside Joke)
Occupation: Artist
Industry: Art
Message: message me
Website: visit my website
Member Since:
4/10/2003
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| Holy Shit its almost my birthday lol well anyways im still really
obsessive with louis vuitton and and i want to buy a wallet from there
lol well anyways as tirred as i am i dont know what to write so ill
blog later...
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| Hey guys as always i havent blogged for a long ass time lol well
anyways um its been a while last week i bought ushers new cd
confessions and yesterday i bought janet jacksons new cd damita
jo lo well yeah as usual I listen to the cds until im tirred of them
lol well i have alot to do oh yeah by the way i got a a job at bonfante
gardens in the admissions department lol well anyways yeah im really
excitied i think ill be able to by a palm pilot phone for 136 with
activation and everything lol well i have to go because i have a
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| ITS MY LIFE...
" If I could buy my reasoning i'd pay to lose..." (No doubt Its my lide..) so anyways today was an ok day lol so yeah im really tirred lol but anyways I bought the new kylie minouge CD Body Language... yep i did lol i was planning on buying it right after school but i had to walk to target god dammit lol
so anyways um today... i wwent into the asb office and i saw a picture of romel my "Lover" notice im qouting it i really dont know where were at right now so yeah thats probably why i qoute you see were not exactly iono talking to eachother right now i mean i want to talk to him but he never comes online n e more so iono and yeah so as i was saying i saw a picture of him and it just brought back so much memories and i started to get teary all inside aww... anyways iono i really do want to get to know the real him as much as he wants to get to know the real me but i honestly dont know his mom hates me i know what i said was wrong and i really think i was jerk for that but no matter how much i say sorry they dont seem to understand and by they i mean jensine , romel, his mom and his family... you know they have to hate based on one thing i said i was really pissed off seeing as romel had lied to me not once but like three times in our relationship as friends as boyfriends and what im sick of is you know people only take the time out to judge me by what he says about me why becuse he makes it so convoncing... yeah he really does it starts to make me wonder when he was saying " I love You" to me and i was staring deeply into his eyes was it really true or had he just gotten so good at lying... it was really so convincing and maybe it was true and maybe i gave him a ring because i beleived it to be i could have asked him if it could be a promise ring... maybe thats what I thought it was and I dont know... what are dreams for again because ive lost mine... ive lost romel ive lost myself into this stereotypical world called school im so caught up with mine and everybody elses drama! i hate it i really do and you can say i talk shit because oh i just feel really insecure no thats not why i only really talk shit about people who i know talk shit about me...
Jensine this is dedicated to you... i know you could judge me by what romel told you and i did say that i admit i said that to him and although it sounded very threatening its not like i would do something like that seeing as how you could tell i was fucking joking around... and i told you this already i sent a letter to his mom and she decided not to forgive me and thats okay and she decided to "make" romel stop loving me (or thats what he said) anyways as much as i hate to tell you this for once listen to the whole story before judging me... you know me jensine... yes i do lie , but one thing is i dont hurt people ... because im better than that (except sarah gold LOL) anyways i dont know why im pondeering on soemthing that happened along time ago in the past... aka june 7 , 2002... it was a monday when it happened over the phone yep and why would romel write me such a romantic letter then just be hypocritical about it and turn around and tell you something totally different!? iono iono i need to straighten this out myself not u no romel i need help lol but okay im done screaming at myself (happy thoughts happy thoughts...)
Hurting ourselves
has become the new trend
is life so mundane
that we feel compelled
to do things we ought not to
I guess it's easy to do
when happy times are far and few
maybe there is something
invisible to gain
when you allow yourself
to feel nothing but pain
Composing ourselves
has never been easier to do
now that our widely-accepted faces
are harder to see through
So forget what you've been told
is any of it relevant
when each story new
quickly becomes old
maybe there is something
invisible to gain
when you allow yourself
to feel nothing but pain
okay im done for the day/ night...
peace out
daj
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| holy chetos um who seen janet jacksons nipple shield?... i thought it was hott iono why people make such a big deal out of it i mean its just a dman boob most of us suck on em when were fucking babies god dammit lol!
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| R.I.P. G-MA ... so my grandma died (moms side) and you know its really sad that i wasnt able to be there for her seeing that she's all the way in tijuana (mexico) and i only met her once and im really sad i know i met her when i was like seven and i really didnt what was going on but i knew that she was very kind to me... and the last time i saw her was in a video for a wedding she looked so serious and this sucks actually i would have gone with my parents , but sadly i have finals this week and my parent wont be coming back till wednesday and im really sad for my dad because even though they never really talked and my g-ma never really liked him much or so we thought he was still very said and i know its because he feels bad for my mom now i know why she's working so hard right now to sustain me because i know she loves me but i also know that she and my dad dont want me to suffer while growing up so todays enrty is dedicatedto my G-ma "na-na tomi" I will miss you dearly may god take care of you in heaven... Mom and Dad thanx for understanding me when i told you why i didnt want to go and of course g-ma im sorry but i pray that your soul moves on...tear... | | |
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okay what'd u think?
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